this is my food diary. my love hate relationship with food. my in and outs with my not so recovered e.d. i struggled with bulimia starting at age 11, it lasted until i was 15. during that time i also quit eating, so i guess it was anorexia also. i had a not-so-healthy obsession with laxitives also. well at almost 16 i started to get better, i'd go about 2 months without any sign of my disorder then it'd come back again. then i got where i took vivrin and lax's every other day... i finally stopped my distructive behavior when i got married at 17. i would have been okay except i became an overeater after losing a baby at 7 weeks when i was concidered healthy. after that i ate all the time. i ate when i was happy, sad, bored, all the time. i am no longer an overeater, as of the end of sept begining of november. i have an eating disorder, actually i have 2. i struggle with anorexia more this time, but bulimia is there too. so this is my diary of food and my issues. warning it may *trigger* if you don't like it or are going to be negitive don't bother replying. this is my life, and i don't censor it. negitive comments go in one ear and out the other. also you won't fix me by leaving messages about how eating disorders destroy, i know what they do, i'm not stupid, i HAVE a disorder. on top of that i'm bipolar, and have slight ocd. other then that i'm your average young woman trying to make it in this thing called LIFE....
